Honesty!

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I really thought I was going to get caught with "blank page" syndrome today.  Then, I prayed and asked God to help me know what to write about.  Writing about changing our habits just didn't seem to fit today, even though, I know it is helpful.  I will come back to that:  in fact, I am considering writing an online diary of my adventures in FlyLadydom.  Today, I may touch on some sensitive issues.  Usually, my message is very positive, because I want you to know there is life after diagnosis; and,  I want you to be able to do the things to get there.  Instead, I am going to let you know that I feel crappy!  For those of you that know me, you know I  avoid any term that could be considered vulgar.  However, I cannot think of a better term right now.  In fact, even though I know I could do the looking up a synonym thing, I do not want to use another term.  This icky, yucky, about to fall off a cliff feeling is here, and ...