Thursday, January 29, 2015
Much to Learn, Walking My Path
I thought I had given up writing this blog, but the truth is I still have much to learn. I have had some good changes in my life, which include less pain and more energy; however, I still have moments that I feel frustrated with myself. Or, I may feel like I am just spinning my wheels, stuck.
Sometimes, we do not want to admit a less than perfect face to the world; but, such is life. We are imperfect people.
My goal for 2015 is to learn to "work smart." Most of the time, I am doing more, although I have had a week that even though it may look like I was getting things done when online, I have felt like my week at home was just Less than I wanted it to be.
In my enthusiasm, I wanted to make goals that were like other people's goals, because it had worked for them. However, the goals I made have been more than I want or need to do right now. I do not like admitting that; but, it is best. I still have a body that is healing. How much it will heal, I do not know. I am thrilled with the results so far; however, my results include more than my body. They include my spirit and my mind.
Personally, I have found small steps work for me. Sometimes, leaps are necessary, but that does not mean I cannot break down what I do into steps that do not overwhelm or frustrate me. I admit to have always been a person that wanted to Live Up To Other's Expectations; however, I forgot that can sometimes get me in trouble. I still have to be me and manage my time to work in my schedule and life.
So, please join me as I explore what is needed. Maybe, something here will be important to you too.